Being home and indoor by all the time is not easy as am not used to be home the whole day. At first I had challenges in my mind thinking too much on how I will survive this pandemic without income as am not working permanent job. Having my family and youth zones family it playing a good role for me to overcome my challenges,

As am a person who drink alcohol and like going out at night on the weekends, I have being thinking a lots on the things I lost because of the attitude I put around alcohol. Honestly speaking alcohol really affected my life in many negative ways in life. Having fun and going out with friends is not a problem, problem is how am behaving when am drinking alcohol, am here not working permanent because when am drunk I forget all my responsibilities, am here not working permanent because of being absent on the day am scheduled to work, am here not working permanent because am not reliable, all of that is because of my attitude around alcohol. The attitude I have around alcohol didn't made me lose my permanent job only but also respect among people around me, self-esteem and confidant because of the unwanted behaviour I have when am drunk. So as I have being thinking and being in this lockdown I have realize that I can still have fun and be happy without drinking alcohol on weekends, so am willing to work hard and get help on how to change my attitude around alcohol. I know am a hard worker, good listener and a fast learner, but with this alcohol attitude am getting nowhere in life