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I had no one to fish me out,the river was hidden in the dark forest of an unknown region.i was there by myself with no one to rescue me ,i lived life on his terms and conditions,i was never allowed to look up or to speak without permission from him.betrayed by family and friends i was just a teen but already made a wife used and abused.my tears filled the river and it became deep I realized I was drowning in my own tears.being Physically brutally beaten from now and then verbally abused harsh words spoken emotionally I was dying inside and psychologically abused. life it becomes a nightmare, worse part when you have no one to talk to or have no where to run to, suicide seems to be the only way out. Its hard to live a life whereby you have to search for love and happiness..and never find them.My soul got drained out of my temple..and i found myself mourning for the unknown deceased...Myself 'and not perceiving. Its hard to...die alive its hard to...sleep Awake. Trying to rub my eyes but only seeing darkness ahead of me. Trying to run,but end up seeing myself crawling down on the solid ground. What is it?...was i born to suffer? Was i born to...see myself breaking slowly into thin pieces without any reason I always blame myself for everything happening in ma life But the moment i find myself solo...i hear my inner voice saying to me "No it's not your fault neither your wish".Listening to it trying to placate me,but my heart fighting it in silent. It is always said that we are all unique... Yes,i am unique. I always find myself In painful predicaments.My heart ends up Moving slowly on the right side of My body Sinking in my blood Instead of pumping it. I am the victim of all Sorrows. I'm not living,i'm in a War. I'm being defeated by my own life,soul and Heart. I have to conquer endurance,but i'm being conquered by..Endurance.
sharing a sensitive yet paining story of a young girl
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Comment by Joel Mlauzi on February 23, 2016 at 9:58am
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Kuthatha iskhathi
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There is a saying kancane kancane kuzolunga
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Comment by sonwabile soko on February 23, 2016 at 9:57am
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Will try my best
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U must teach others to be strong like you
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K man bt dont worry i am old nw
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I am sorry
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Bcz it will kill you inside
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U whr not suppose to fear
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Bcz my brothers will think wht
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It was hard jst asking dat
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